040113
by obedoei
one hundred and thirty five.
4 hour sleep.
Couldn't sleep anymore though...
So got out of bed anyway.
Met up with Lyna and Eero for shopping and what-not at 12pm.
Morning 20 cent vending machine coffee. Pretty good!
EYELINER RABBIT.
Shopping bit wasn't very eventful actually haha...
Just went through the shopping buildings at Dongdaemun and looked at very cute hoodies for kids (Lyna's and Eero's nephews and godsons).
The fun part was the earphone shop in Hyehwa. Bought a pair of Panasonic earphones for $10. For the price, it's a good quality sound and good overall feel =]. Good, cheap and viable replacement for now.. Until I can be bothered to invest in some high end earphones =D.
Had Jjajangmyun for dinner... and took a nap at Eero's place before Jessica's birthday party at a bar. Good times...
But mm..
Nothing's right tonight...
Before 2012 ended.. I got too close to a girl here... That night I was also very intoxicated and I wasn't thinking about the consequences at all. Things got way too close and now I'm in the situation where I'm apologising to her constantly and I may have well destroyed the friendship we had.
She is an awesome girl.. Kind-hearted, sweet, caring, pretty and very considerate... But deep inside, there is someone else out there who has my heart.. And who's held onto it for over a year now...
It was hard...
To tell this other girl that there is someone else...
Especially when she liked me and to her I was quite something...
I hate hurting people... And I hate that it has gotten to this... But the truth is.. I'm still holding onto ___.. And it'll take a lot more than this to shake her off...
6 more months until I get to see you again... But even then, I don't know what will happen. Will we even get together?
...
But either way.... It's you right now and always has been. It took a close encounter with another girl for my stubborn gut to realise that.
Sometimes I wish girls knew what some guys go through for them...
But through all this... I'm holding onto you even stronger now.
